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shared 7 years ago on Fri, July 11th with 1 note
#so tomorrow i'm skipping xc practice to go to writing class#which means that my parents are going to do their SUPER GUILT PARENTING#bc tbh i don't want to run tomorrow#(but lemme tell you today's AND yesterday's track workouts were KILLER i worked so freakin hard#and they don't even know because thay weren't doing the workouts now were they???)#i just got off a pulled hamstring and the OTHER one hurts now because of the strength training on monday#and something's wrong with my foot i swear#and tomorrow they're going to tell me to run#i already feel awful for skipping tomorrow!!!#and then they're going to tell me to run and i'll say i don't want to and then they'll talk about how i'm not trying hard enough and i'm goi#ng to suck during xc season#and i'll feel so horrible#i just want a chill afternoon with a cup of tea when i'm NOT all salty and icky from running#and i want to finish my book#and cramps those are NO EXCUESE FOR SKIMPING ON YOUR TRAINING YOUNG LADY#the only week i've had off since january was the one when we were on vacation in ireland#and that doesn't really count bc every day we were hiking with all the hills and stuff#and my dad was STILL trying to guilt me into running#and btw even when i am doing workouts#and then i tell my mom after that i'm not literally broken#but then she seems to think that if i'm not DEAD then#the workout wasn't worth shit and i should be working harder#and there were a couple days where i was so sick that i literaly didn't get out of bed all day#and what did they have to say aboout it???#you really should go for a run you're getting behind in your training#i'm so sick of it#and i know i have sisters who also do lots of activities#but i'm a person not an asset#i'm just so sick of feeling guilty about not doing enough when i'm working my ass off#personal
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